Alone .

Long long time din blogging , very busy and lazy . 2013 , is my final year of study . means this year i am taking my UEC exam . I just finished my first term exam , I really tried my best to do hard . but not work . I fail almost all my subject . feeling sad . I am thinking , why i cant pass it ? I already do my best and work hard . after exam I get sick , a heavy dick . because during the exam i everyday stay up all night . drink a lot of coffee . when start school , the teachers are giving back our exam paper . my heart is breaking ! nt a gd result i want . HOWCOME ?! I almost think thins question very time . I hate that feeling . hate it . I cant bear it . I am having sick too , so let me very uncomfortable . totaly I cried . cried out all my bad feeling , I hate that feeling too . how I accept it ! u guys dunno , that feeling almost killing me ! my friends also dunno . they always think I nt care about my result. Actually not that . and I feeling upset . I only can said with my self next time do hard . but when the next time is coming and i become lazy . so how my dream can come true ? SUCK mood everyday , and Senior 3 course are very hard . I cant follow . I also dunno What am i thinking . everyday like not doing my self. 我找不出自我，我失去了方向。但是，没人理我。 连我觉得最珍惜的友谊，都渐渐便陌生。我很恐惧，我很害怕。 但，我也只能默默接受不是吗？没有人会同情你。没有人会理你。 心如刀割。我恨我自己。因为我自己也不懂 自己还是不是原本的自己。 我恨我伤我接受 ! 我就是不善于表达自己的情感，才害到自己偏体鳞伤。